Wow…clear night sky… looking up at the stars… just so mani of them out tonight…dancing in the sky…looking down on me.. winking at me…good to stare and get lost in as i think to myself…
Been pondering these past few days…not of any one major thing but just thinking… just wouldnt it be good if it all worked out? wouldnt it be much simpler to do one thing and get the result you wanted? Maybe i am being selfish… but sometimes i feel i just need to grasp what i need and not let go or give in to anyone? enough of mr nice guy.. time to fend for number 1! dont want to be last… but as the old saying goes… nice guys finish last… and yup… im a nice guy… 
suppose it better than not finishing at all but…will it be too late by then? when all is taken.. what will i have left? *sigh*
suppose i just dont wanna be the only ‘star’ left on its own…or maybe its just how it is… i can see my shining star near me..shining bright.. but i cannot reach it.. even though it is so close to me..out of reach…can onli admire from afar…
well…one more look at the jems above and it off to bed..
RonRon aka fan shu jai
