………..path?

………. slience……….

just thinking………

many thoughts across my mind…..

hearing my own heart beat….. like a drum… with a stead beat…. bum…bum..bum…

need a bit of quiet sometimes… take a breather and just sit back and think to one self… refelct on what things have happened…

Sitting on the train ride home i did this…just me… in my space… even when things were still going on around.. at that point i felt that everything has stopped..just for me to sit.. and look back..smile on the times that were happy…shed a silent tear on those that were sad…

seem quite lost at the moment.. dunno where i wanna go…want to go one way but it seems blocked off… making me go another.. yet i do not see a path i can walk on… do i have to make my own? need to get out of where i am at the minute cos im not liking the feel of this place…making me unhappy and not realli myself…yet i knew of this path but still ive seemed to strayed into it…pretty tired of walking.. might just sit down for a while.. have a rest.. then get back to finding my way out… though i kno some other day ill be back here… sigh

RonRon aka fan shu jai

Missing you missing me…

The nights are getting darker and sooner by day

Uni starts and work gets in the way

Missing you missing me

Dear muppets, where art thee?

So you start uni, I’m at work

You funisih uni, i’m still at work

Missing you missing me

When will we all see?

Squash on Wednesdays, Gym on Thursdays

Don’t think twice, join today!

Missing you missing me

Do you guys still remember me?

So, busy busy bumble bees

Are you coping with the uni fees?

Missing you missing me

When do you all intend to come see me?

Luna Muppet

what goes up.. must comes down…

  could say i had a wikid day but also a kinda of sad one! lots going on! thats how i like my day! full of fun , laughter.. and the odd suprise…

life can be cruel sometimes.. just when you think things are going perfect.. there has to be a huge hole in the road which you fall into and have to use all your energy to climb back out… suppose things were too good to be true… *sigh* just floasting away on cloud 9 when it suddenly pops and hurdles you back down to the ground…but i was expecting it i have to say.. had a parachute ready just incase..turns out i kinda needed it.. but i suppose all is good.. just need to get used to walking again after floating for a while on the clouds..

*sigh*really tired.. been doing lots.. need a looong sleeps to recover! hopefulli i be alright.. take a while but ill be ok..

RonRon aka Fan shu Jai

…let me be the one to hold you tight…

… be the one you wait for every night…

…i will always be right by your side…

lovin the new Rain Bi song atm.. called ‘MOVE ON’  ^^ think it sounds japanesey?  * dances away *

hmph! been picked on these past couple of days by the girlys! :’(  calling me this n that.. haha funni though.. dont take it at heart.. it a laugh.. haha aiiii wot im i gonna do with all of u eh??  hmph! 

nearly moon festivals! lots of yumyums to eat!.. while chatting away i glaced at the moon last nite out the window.. with the festival comming up it brought back memorys of a few yrs back… still clear in my head.. i know shes watching from above.. and i will carry on the tradition that we have always done.. brings a bit of a tear to my eye but also a smile.. happy times.. :’)

alot goin on in my head.. friends, family and uni.. lots going on…gonna be a busy bumble bee this yr… but ronron will try hardest to keep everyone happy and smiling..

rite.. more *dancy dancy* then it off to get ready for uni again… *sigh* timetable is abit poop but wot can u do eh?

RonRon aka fan shu jai

back at uni!!

waaa!! holidays over.. hard work begins!! …. well with abit of play time too.. ^^ hehe

In new flats! they ok.. crazy people round the corner playing music louder than a club and just the other night chucking random stuff out the window on to the floor…. bottles, coins and im ur a rolled up bit of paper? haha ^^

Speaking of club went out last night and it was poop.. didnt play my kinda music at all.. had all sorts of cheesy pop and rocky stuff… all good but not my scene… still need a decent night out before i do hardcore work!

Room still feels little bare… need some posters up! have the piccys all up along my shelf! good to stop and look at and look back on what a wikid time ive had.. and hopefulli will have more of in the future..

but for now… final yr… workworkwork.. need to get a move on… but need to get back into the swing of things…get into that working mode!!

* puts on working bandanna* charge!!!!

RonRon aka Fan shu jai