………. slience……….
just thinking………
many thoughts across my mind…..
hearing my own heart beat….. like a drum… with a stead beat…. bum…bum..bum…
need a bit of quiet sometimes… take a breather and just sit back and think to one self… refelct on what things have happened…
Sitting on the train ride home i did this…just me… in my space… even when things were still going on around.. at that point i felt that everything has stopped..just for me to sit.. and look back..smile on the times that were happy…shed a silent tear on those that were sad…
seem quite lost at the moment.. dunno where i wanna go…want to go one way but it seems blocked off… making me go another.. yet i do not see a path i can walk on… do i have to make my own? need to get out of where i am at the minute cos im not liking the feel of this place…making me unhappy and not realli myself…yet i knew of this path but still ive seemed to strayed into it…pretty tired of walking.. might just sit down for a while.. have a rest.. then get back to finding my way out… though i kno some other day ill be back here… 
sigh
RonRon aka fan shu jai
There’s times when you think you’ve fell into a one-way road and can’t turn around, you think maybe go that little bit further and you’d recognise the place again, but you don’t… that’s not your fault, that’s because Tom Tom broke.
Life’s slightly different obviously, sometimes or in many cases, there is no turning back, however, that doesn’t mean the front is always as dornting as it seems, it may not be as dark as it seems, take the courage to walk again. Who’s not ever fallen? The main thing is learning from the fall and have the courage to stand back up again. It may take you days, weeks, months or even years, but if you’ve got the courage to stand and walk again, you have already succeeded the first step.
You know where support is, you know where I am
As Shikamaru says, aiii so troublesome
As Naruto says, it’s my way of the ninja!
As I say, So Desu Ne!